1 00:00:03,320 --> 00:00:04,720 -Where do I start? 2 00:00:05,440 --> 00:00:06,920 -From the beginning. 3 00:00:10,520 --> 00:00:11,920 -"It would be simpler 4 00:00:12,240 --> 00:00:14,200 “to choose not to live anymore.” 5 00:00:15,200 --> 00:00:16,600 I see someone 6 00:00:16,920 --> 00:00:18,240 which might help you. 7 00:00:18,560 --> 00:00:19,960 His methods are special. 8 00:00:20,280 --> 00:00:23,640 -We don't really need other sessions. 9 00:00:24,880 --> 00:00:27,600 -There is a reason for which you do not want 10 00:00:27,920 --> 00:00:29,440 to see me again? - Maybe. 11 00:00:31,240 --> 00:00:33,600 -Your presence in Holland is illegal. 12 00:00:33,920 --> 00:00:36,560 -You see them, signs everywhere? 13 00:00:37,880 --> 00:00:39,880 -Say “no” to fascism! 14 00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:41,200 These exercises 15 00:00:41,280 --> 00:00:43,640 won't stop you to get killed. 16 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:45,280 Tension music 17 00:00:45,600 --> 00:00:47,400 ... 18 00:01:01,680 --> 00:01:04,680 Bird calls 19 00:01:10,600 --> 00:01:16,160 ... 20 00:01:43,360 --> 00:01:45,360 Dark music 21 00:01:45,560 --> 00:01:53,560 ... 22 00:03:48,720 --> 00:03:51,720 ... 23 00:03:55,960 --> 00:04:03,960 ... 24 00:04:19,160 --> 00:04:27,160 ... 25 00:05:11,200 --> 00:05:19,200 ... 26 00:06:30,160 --> 00:06:32,000 Dark music 27 00:06:32,200 --> 00:06:40,200 ... 28 00:08:21,560 --> 00:08:23,200 -"Everything I lose 29 00:08:23,400 --> 00:08:26,160 "is one thing less that I will have to lose. 30 00:08:27,280 --> 00:08:31,080 "Every time, I find the courage to give up everything. 31 00:08:31,280 --> 00:08:32,520 "Everything, 32 00:08:33,440 --> 00:08:34,760 "each standard, 33 00:08:37,520 --> 00:08:39,000 "every belief, 34 00:08:40,040 --> 00:08:41,440 “every certainty. 35 00:08:43,960 --> 00:08:46,920 "From minute to minute, more and more desires, 36 00:08:47,120 --> 00:08:50,200 "of expectations and attachment others leave me. 37 00:09:02,200 --> 00:09:06,280 "Certainly, even today, my heart has died many times, 38 00:09:07,520 --> 00:09:09,640 “but he always rose again. 39 00:09:11,280 --> 00:09:15,920 "I will still often be thrown to the ground, broken, destroyed, 40 00:09:18,840 --> 00:09:23,640 "but I'm very resistant and I can always get up again, 41 00:09:25,800 --> 00:09:28,080 "because there is, somewhere inside me, 42 00:09:28,280 --> 00:09:30,560 "one thing who will never leave me. 43 00:09:40,680 --> 00:09:42,240 "All I have to do, 44 00:09:42,440 --> 00:09:46,320 "it's gathering strength of my body and my soul 45 00:09:46,520 --> 00:09:49,000 "in one prayer uninterrupted." 46 00:10:04,200 --> 00:10:05,920 -When you talk about... 47 00:10:07,680 --> 00:10:10,240 Of prayer... - Yes? 48 00:10:12,240 --> 00:10:13,480 -It has no relation 49 00:10:13,800 --> 00:10:15,520 with religion? 50 00:10:17,240 --> 00:10:20,280 - You say that like it's shameful. - No. 51 00:10:22,080 --> 00:10:24,120 I'm just trying to understand. 52 00:10:27,520 --> 00:10:30,040 -When I wrote this, I think... 53 00:10:30,240 --> 00:10:32,320 I didn't understand it myself. 54 00:10:33,800 --> 00:10:35,520 In fact, it was purely... 55 00:10:37,760 --> 00:10:38,800 instinctive. 56 00:10:39,120 --> 00:10:47,120 ... 57 00:12:07,720 --> 00:12:09,720 Airplane engines 58 00:12:09,920 --> 00:12:17,920 ... 59 00:12:39,000 --> 00:12:47,000 ... 60 00:12:59,400 --> 00:13:01,280 -Is everything okay? 61 00:13:03,640 --> 00:13:05,240 -Yes, it's okay. I have... 62 00:13:06,040 --> 00:13:08,240 I brought flowers for this evening. 63 00:13:08,440 --> 00:13:10,840 Sorry. Did I wake you up? 64 00:13:12,120 --> 00:13:13,800 -No. I... 65 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:15,560 I was reading. 66 00:13:15,760 --> 00:13:18,280 Etty picks up pieces of glass. 67 00:13:18,480 --> 00:13:22,720 ... 68 00:13:22,920 --> 00:13:25,480 How did it go? - GOOD. 69 00:13:26,480 --> 00:13:28,040 Set in two seconds. 70 00:13:28,240 --> 00:13:30,800 They are effective, that's for sure. 71 00:13:39,720 --> 00:13:41,400 -How are you feeling? 72 00:13:41,600 --> 00:13:43,440 - How are you. - Yes ? 73 00:13:44,400 --> 00:13:46,000 -As my father said: 74 00:13:47,440 --> 00:13:50,960 "We have survived 40 years in the desert, without a bike. 75 00:13:51,160 --> 00:13:54,440 "We no longer have to be afraid to have them stolen." 76 00:14:00,480 --> 00:14:01,920 -So, what is it? 77 00:14:03,320 --> 00:14:04,760 -Nothing, I assure you. 78 00:14:05,600 --> 00:14:07,000 Everything is fine. 79 00:14:08,440 --> 00:14:09,920 -No, it's not okay. 80 00:14:16,760 --> 00:14:17,760 Talk to me. 81 00:15:25,240 --> 00:15:29,240 CONVOCATION - WESTERBORK CAMP - CENTRAL STATION 82 00:15:29,440 --> 00:15:30,720 -I have an idea 83 00:15:31,040 --> 00:15:32,680 which I would like to talk to you about. 84 00:15:37,240 --> 00:15:38,760 Julius, are you listening to me? 85 00:15:42,960 --> 00:15:44,200 Yes ? 86 00:15:45,920 --> 00:15:49,520 I spoke with a lawyer, Leo de Wolff. 87 00:15:49,840 --> 00:15:51,520 -I need a moment. 88 00:15:59,240 --> 00:16:01,280 Yes... 89 00:16:01,600 --> 00:16:03,480 He coughs. 90 00:16:03,680 --> 00:16:06,120 -Wait. Here, drink. 91 00:16:06,440 --> 00:16:10,360 ... 92 00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:12,400 How are you ? 93 00:16:18,000 --> 00:16:20,760 Okay, so... Listen to me. 94 00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:30,000 We should get married. 95 00:16:31,120 --> 00:16:32,800 I spoke to Leo de Wolff about it. 96 00:16:33,120 --> 00:16:36,320 He's a friend of Peter's, specializing in immigration law. 97 00:16:36,520 --> 00:16:38,720 I asked him how was it going 98 00:16:38,920 --> 00:16:42,360 when a Dutch citizen married a German refugee, 99 00:16:43,800 --> 00:16:46,360 if it allowed him to become Dutch, 100 00:16:46,560 --> 00:16:49,720 and so if that put him safe from deportation. 101 00:16:52,200 --> 00:16:55,680 He will study my question, but the procedure seems simple. 102 00:16:58,400 --> 00:16:59,840 What do you think? 103 00:17:05,320 --> 00:17:06,840 It's not forever. 104 00:17:12,480 --> 00:17:15,240 After the war, I will return you to Herta. 105 00:17:16,840 --> 00:17:18,520 I'm going to live in Russia. 106 00:17:21,280 --> 00:17:22,680 SO ? 107 00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:30,520 Would you do me the immense honor 108 00:17:32,080 --> 00:17:33,920 to marry me, Mr. Spier? 109 00:17:35,800 --> 00:17:43,800 ... 110 00:17:55,720 --> 00:17:59,400 -I will never do anything which would put your life in danger. 111 00:18:02,920 --> 00:18:06,000 -For the moment, I am not at risk of being deported. 112 00:18:06,200 --> 00:18:07,520 I fear nothing. 113 00:18:07,840 --> 00:18:09,280 -You have no idea 114 00:18:09,600 --> 00:18:12,000 consequences. - I'll find out. 115 00:18:13,240 --> 00:18:14,480 It's promised. 116 00:18:16,040 --> 00:18:18,560 But even if there is a tiny risk, 117 00:18:19,720 --> 00:18:23,280 you wouldn't find it legitimate that I take it for you? 118 00:18:25,480 --> 00:18:26,960 -Never in life. 119 00:18:31,760 --> 00:18:33,480 -Do you want to think about it? 120 00:18:38,680 --> 00:18:40,000 -Hm. 121 00:18:41,840 --> 00:18:43,160 -GOOD. 122 00:18:46,160 --> 00:18:54,160 ... 123 00:19:15,200 --> 00:19:17,000 She sobs. 124 00:19:17,200 --> 00:19:18,560 ... 125 00:19:27,400 --> 00:19:30,960 ... 126 00:19:31,160 --> 00:19:33,000 Dark music 127 00:19:33,200 --> 00:19:41,200 ... 128 00:20:23,440 --> 00:20:26,600 ♪ DrakhaBrakha: “Brecha” 129 00:20:26,920 --> 00:20:34,920 ... 130 00:21:05,360 --> 00:21:07,080 ♪ Soft music 131 00:21:07,280 --> 00:21:11,760 ... 132 00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:14,320 - Let me see. - What ? 133 00:21:14,640 --> 00:21:20,200 ... 134 00:21:20,520 --> 00:21:22,360 Excuse me, I'll be back. 135 00:21:23,760 --> 00:21:31,760 ... 136 00:21:32,120 --> 00:21:33,800 Mr. Blom. 137 00:21:34,120 --> 00:21:37,760 Can I borrow your wife? - Yes, but we're leaving soon. 138 00:21:38,960 --> 00:21:40,800 - So early? - Yes. 139 00:21:41,120 --> 00:21:43,400 We have to free the babysitter. - How are you. 140 00:21:45,120 --> 00:21:46,840 -There is still time. 141 00:21:47,800 --> 00:21:48,920 Follow me. 142 00:21:49,240 --> 00:21:57,240 ... 143 00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:05,120 Are you doing well ? 144 00:22:05,320 --> 00:22:09,560 ... 145 00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:12,016 What is it? - Sorry. 146 00:22:12,040 --> 00:22:13,400 -Is it with Peter? 147 00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:19,920 ... 148 00:22:20,240 --> 00:22:22,480 -I'm sorry. 149 00:22:22,800 --> 00:22:26,600 ... 150 00:22:26,800 --> 00:22:28,480 -Is it because of the bikes? 151 00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:33,360 ... 152 00:22:33,560 --> 00:22:36,920 Let's go to the bathroom. - No, it's nothing. 153 00:22:42,240 --> 00:22:43,240 -Lizzie... 154 00:22:43,480 --> 00:22:45,320 - Sorry. -Lizzie... 155 00:22:47,040 --> 00:22:48,920 Please pull yourself together. 156 00:22:50,440 --> 00:22:51,800 You must not... 157 00:22:53,160 --> 00:22:55,280 Otherwise, everyone will collapse. 158 00:22:56,360 --> 00:22:59,640 We have a responsibility towards these people. 159 00:23:02,920 --> 00:23:03,920 -Pardon. 160 00:23:04,240 --> 00:23:05,680 Sorry. 161 00:23:14,120 --> 00:23:15,640 We're going to flee abroad. 162 00:23:17,240 --> 00:23:18,640 All 4. 163 00:23:22,320 --> 00:23:24,840 Peter succeeded to contact Joop Westerweel. 164 00:23:26,120 --> 00:23:27,960 We're going to go to Eindhoven, 165 00:23:29,480 --> 00:23:31,600 and then we will go to Belgium. 166 00:23:36,920 --> 00:23:40,640 It's going to be expensive, but... we had hidden some money. 167 00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:55,760 -When ? 168 00:23:57,080 --> 00:23:58,520 -Very soon. 169 00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:02,680 In a week, I would say. 170 00:24:06,760 --> 00:24:08,400 It's top secret. 171 00:24:09,880 --> 00:24:11,760 The girls don't know. 172 00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:18,120 Peter didn't want let me tell you about it. 173 00:24:20,680 --> 00:24:21,800 -I believed 174 00:24:22,120 --> 00:24:24,240 that he trusted me. 175 00:24:24,560 --> 00:24:26,280 -Yes, he trusts you. 176 00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:30,280 He's just scared 177 00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:32,680 that makes me change my mind. 178 00:24:34,360 --> 00:24:36,360 -For what ? 179 00:24:37,280 --> 00:24:39,960 -Because I had the misfortune of telling him 180 00:24:40,280 --> 00:24:41,920 that you would never do that. 181 00:24:42,960 --> 00:24:44,280 -But... 182 00:24:45,480 --> 00:24:49,080 I don't have any children. - But even if you had. 183 00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:53,840 -We'll never know. 184 00:25:00,840 --> 00:25:02,320 -Say something. 185 00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:08,240 -I... 186 00:25:11,520 --> 00:25:13,720 I didn't have time to realize it. 187 00:25:13,920 --> 00:25:15,720 ♪ Soft music 188 00:25:15,920 --> 00:25:23,920 ... 189 00:25:25,080 --> 00:25:26,760 -It's so hard... 190 00:25:29,360 --> 00:25:31,000 So unfair... 191 00:25:32,200 --> 00:25:34,000 So privileged... 192 00:25:36,240 --> 00:25:38,200 Without children, I would have stayed. 193 00:25:38,520 --> 00:25:39,920 -Lizzie... 194 00:25:41,520 --> 00:25:44,160 You do what you have to do. - Are you sure? 195 00:25:44,360 --> 00:25:45,640 -Yes. 196 00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:48,240 I'm sure of it. 197 00:25:48,920 --> 00:25:51,440 -I'm sorry. Excuse me. 198 00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:55,320 I love you so much... 199 00:26:02,360 --> 00:26:05,160 I don't know what I'm going to do without you. 200 00:26:12,960 --> 00:26:15,520 Alarm bell 201 00:26:18,080 --> 00:26:20,000 -Come on, curfew. 202 00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:22,280 We have to start. 203 00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:25,240 (-I have to show you something.) 204 00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:31,280 Please wait. I'll be back in a few minutes. 205 00:26:33,880 --> 00:26:35,840 ♪ DrakhaBrakha: “Brecha” 206 00:26:36,040 --> 00:26:44,040 ... 207 00:26:49,800 --> 00:26:51,680 -What's going on? 208 00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:53,280 -A moment. 209 00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:09,040 GOOD. 210 00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:21,120 Again. 211 00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:24,720 GOOD. 212 00:27:35,800 --> 00:27:38,360 Here, look. - What ? 213 00:27:39,200 --> 00:27:40,600 -Do you see that? 214 00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:44,920 -I think so, yes. 215 00:27:47,600 --> 00:27:50,880 -Take both and also brings the old ones. 216 00:27:59,120 --> 00:28:00,680 Dear friends, let's go. 217 00:28:00,880 --> 00:28:03,400 Curfew begins in an hour. 218 00:28:03,720 --> 00:28:06,120 We are clearly fewer in number. 219 00:28:06,320 --> 00:28:08,160 These are the best that remain. 220 00:28:08,360 --> 00:28:09,400 Laughter 221 00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:13,800 I hope we can continue this club, but clearly, 222 00:28:14,120 --> 00:28:16,880 none of us know where he will be next month, 223 00:28:17,080 --> 00:28:18,400 what will happen to him 224 00:28:18,720 --> 00:28:20,360 nor the time he has left. 225 00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:23,680 But isn't that there? the "human condition", 226 00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:26,120 the very essence of our existence? 227 00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:32,600 The palms of the hands may change depending on 228 00:28:32,920 --> 00:28:35,400 physical experiences and emotional. 229 00:28:35,720 --> 00:28:38,240 I will talk to you positive changes. 230 00:28:39,360 --> 00:28:42,760 In June I showed you this palm of the hand, 231 00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:46,680 that of a 27 year old woman having studied and suffering 232 00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:48,000 of anxieties 233 00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:51,360 with demonstrations psychosomatics. 234 00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:55,920 However, I recently redid a print of his hand, and... 235 00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:59,040 This is where it gets interesting. It's fascinating. 236 00:28:59,240 --> 00:29:00,360 On the left, 237 00:29:00,680 --> 00:29:04,480 his palm last June, and to the right, at present. 238 00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:07,280 The thumb 239 00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:10,920 has become dynamic, with a large range of movement. 240 00:29:12,880 --> 00:29:16,720 This indicates that our subject has a great capacity for adaptation. 241 00:29:17,040 --> 00:29:18,320 Now, 242 00:29:18,640 --> 00:29:20,560 look at June's footprint. 243 00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:23,160 The thumb is stiff and lack of flexibility. 244 00:29:24,760 --> 00:29:27,280 It's a dramatic change. 245 00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:30,440 The left hand, Etty. 246 00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:42,440 You see what we call "the family zone". 247 00:29:42,640 --> 00:29:44,080 In June, we observed 248 00:29:44,400 --> 00:29:46,320 lines marked with fears, 249 00:29:46,640 --> 00:29:49,000 while on the new imprint, 250 00:29:49,320 --> 00:29:53,480 these lines are finer, and sometimes even disappeared. 251 00:29:53,800 --> 00:29:55,120 No more conflicts. 252 00:29:55,320 --> 00:29:56,320 Our subject 253 00:29:56,480 --> 00:29:58,640 is endowed of great inner strength, 254 00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:00,960 of resilience and autonomy. 255 00:30:01,160 --> 00:30:02,440 And... 256 00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:06,560 if I had to say something on this person, 257 00:30:06,760 --> 00:30:09,080 I would say with the greatest conviction 258 00:30:10,480 --> 00:30:13,280 that nothing can't really reach it. 259 00:30:15,040 --> 00:30:16,160 THANKS. 260 00:30:16,360 --> 00:30:17,960 Applause 261 00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:22,120 ... 262 00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:27,440 -Shall we go? 263 00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:33,280 -See you tomorrow? 264 00:30:33,480 --> 00:30:34,520 -Of course. 265 00:30:37,800 --> 00:30:39,760 - Goodbye, Etty. - Bye. 266 00:30:39,960 --> 00:30:41,480 The door slams. 267 00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:54,640 Doorbell 268 00:30:57,680 --> 00:30:58,920 -I'm coming. 269 00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:05,920 -Hello, Mr. Spier. I'm Etty Hillesum. 270 00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:08,360 Lizzie Blom sent me. 271 00:31:09,480 --> 00:31:11,600 I didn't get the date wrong? 272 00:31:14,760 --> 00:31:17,720 -No, absolutely not. I was troubled, 273 00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:20,160 for a moment. 274 00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:21,480 Come in, 275 00:31:21,800 --> 00:31:24,760 Madam... Hillesum? - Hillesum, yes. 276 00:31:26,480 --> 00:31:28,640 -Please excuse the mess. 277 00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:31,040 We had a meeting. 278 00:31:33,880 --> 00:31:35,600 -I've seen worse. 279 00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:39,600 -Sit down, please. 280 00:31:52,640 --> 00:31:54,840 So what brings you here? 281 00:31:59,160 --> 00:32:01,080 -It's a complicated question. 282 00:32:02,520 --> 00:32:05,120 -Let me rephrase it. 283 00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:09,400 How you think that I could help you? 284 00:32:10,280 --> 00:32:13,680 -Actually, dear Mr. Spier, if I came to find you, 285 00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:15,640 it's to help you. 286 00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:18,760 Do you allow me? 287 00:32:23,640 --> 00:32:26,480 Julius Pier, is that right? - Almost. 288 00:32:26,800 --> 00:32:27,800 Spier. 289 00:32:29,440 --> 00:32:31,840 - Spier. Please excuse me. 290 00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:35,360 How old are you ? - 55 years old. 291 00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:37,600 -Oh yes ? 292 00:32:38,520 --> 00:32:40,080 You don't do them. 293 00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:45,880 Saturn. 294 00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:48,160 The name doesn't matter. 295 00:32:48,960 --> 00:32:50,200 All right ? 296 00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:52,280 Intuition. 297 00:32:53,480 --> 00:32:55,440 A remarkable intuition. 298 00:32:56,240 --> 00:32:57,400 An intuition 299 00:32:57,720 --> 00:32:59,640 impossible to contain, 300 00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:02,080 devoid of questioning, 301 00:33:02,280 --> 00:33:03,880 devoid of prejudice. 302 00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:08,400 But... 303 00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:11,960 there is also this thirst for recognition, 304 00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:17,680 this need to be looked at, admired. 305 00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:22,520 And above all, this constant need 306 00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:25,600 to be an erotic object, 307 00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:29,160 an object of fantasy, 308 00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:32,680 the object of so many people's desire, 309 00:33:34,120 --> 00:33:35,120 so many women. 310 00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:39,920 Like a moon... 311 00:33:41,320 --> 00:33:42,960 which draws all its strength 312 00:33:43,280 --> 00:33:45,120 planets that surround it. 313 00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:49,800 - This is rather harsh. - Yes. 314 00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:53,760 You richly deserved it, Mr Spier. 315 00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:56,680 But like I said, 316 00:33:59,000 --> 00:34:01,400 I came to help you, 317 00:34:05,560 --> 00:34:07,000 because I accept you. 318 00:34:14,240 --> 00:34:17,600 Your... ugliness, 319 00:34:19,280 --> 00:34:20,720 just as much 320 00:34:22,720 --> 00:34:24,080 than your beauty. 321 00:34:25,440 --> 00:34:33,440 ... 322 00:35:00,680 --> 00:35:02,000 What ? 323 00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:05,360 -I am... 324 00:35:07,280 --> 00:35:09,840 How to say? - What's going on? 325 00:35:10,720 --> 00:35:12,000 -Uh... 326 00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:14,600 I can't, there. 327 00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:21,440 -Because from my proposal this morning? 328 00:35:21,640 --> 00:35:23,880 -No. No, that's not it. 329 00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:27,296 - I think so. - Etty... 330 00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:32,320 -You think marrying me would come back to break off your engagement to Herta. 331 00:35:32,520 --> 00:35:37,080 It's understandable, but it is only a formality. 332 00:35:37,280 --> 00:35:39,800 -It has nothing to do with Herta. 333 00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:42,120 I won't marry him. 334 00:35:43,440 --> 00:35:45,200 It's clear now. 335 00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:47,600 Yes ? 336 00:35:58,080 --> 00:35:59,680 -What's going on? 337 00:36:04,560 --> 00:36:06,640 -I guess it might seem... 338 00:36:12,320 --> 00:36:14,520 I don't know how to word it. 339 00:36:15,440 --> 00:36:17,520 I...I feel like 340 00:36:17,720 --> 00:36:21,760 that I must preserve all the energy of my libido. 341 00:36:24,040 --> 00:36:26,920 Yes... I need with all my strength 342 00:36:27,120 --> 00:36:29,720 to approach a certain form of clarity. 343 00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:34,560 You must find this ridiculous. 344 00:36:34,760 --> 00:36:37,240 -No. No way. 345 00:36:42,840 --> 00:36:44,160 In this case... 346 00:37:03,240 --> 00:37:04,920 The doorbell rings. 347 00:37:15,360 --> 00:37:16,840 ... 348 00:37:33,440 --> 00:37:35,000 There is a knock at the door. 349 00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:44,280 Han? Was it open downstairs? 350 00:37:44,600 --> 00:37:45,680 Everything is fine ? 351 00:37:45,880 --> 00:37:48,096 Didn't you get my message? - If. 352 00:37:48,120 --> 00:37:50,920 - I told you... - Hey, it happened this morning. 353 00:38:05,720 --> 00:38:07,280 Now listen to me. 354 00:38:08,760 --> 00:38:10,760 Etty, are you listening to me? 355 00:38:15,160 --> 00:38:18,160 - Yes. - I called Max Polak. 356 00:38:18,480 --> 00:38:20,280 Jaap recommended it to me. 357 00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:22,880 - Jaap? - This Max is responsible 358 00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:25,880 exemptions, to the Jewish Council. 359 00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:28,000 He has just moved to Amsterdam. 360 00:38:32,080 --> 00:38:34,960 You have to go see him. He can get you 361 00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:38,120 an essential worker position to the Council. 362 00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:41,480 And they won't be able to send you to a camp. 363 00:38:42,480 --> 00:38:45,120 It will give time to find a solution. 364 00:38:47,400 --> 00:38:48,760 Did you come by bike? 365 00:38:50,920 --> 00:38:51,960 Oh, sorry. 366 00:38:54,440 --> 00:38:56,040 I'll take you on mine. 367 00:38:59,440 --> 00:39:01,160 Get dressed. I'm waiting for you. 368 00:39:01,480 --> 00:39:02,960 Come on, Etty. 369 00:39:05,480 --> 00:39:06,840 -I don't know if... 370 00:39:07,160 --> 00:39:09,920 -You have no choice. Do you understand? 371 00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:12,520 Come on, come on. 372 00:39:12,720 --> 00:39:16,160 Talk to him, sign what he tells you to sign. 373 00:39:19,720 --> 00:39:21,000 -I have to think about it. 374 00:39:21,320 --> 00:39:22,320 -On the road. 375 00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:23,920 -I can... 376 00:39:25,400 --> 00:39:28,640 I need to talk to Mr. Spier about this. - Etty, this job 377 00:39:28,960 --> 00:39:30,560 no longer worth anything. 378 00:39:34,160 --> 00:39:38,000 -Is that... Could Max get him a job? 379 00:39:38,320 --> 00:39:40,960 -No idea. It's not my problem. 380 00:39:42,720 --> 00:39:44,560 -No, but it's mine. 381 00:39:50,520 --> 00:39:51,880 -Etty... 382 00:39:52,560 --> 00:39:56,000 It doesn't... I'm no longer interested in knowing 383 00:39:56,200 --> 00:39:59,280 who you spend your time with or who you sleep with. 384 00:39:59,600 --> 00:40:01,080 I don't care. 385 00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:05,080 But I feel responsible for you. 386 00:40:05,280 --> 00:40:07,320 I won't let you die. 387 00:40:09,120 --> 00:40:10,840 -I don't intend to. 388 00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:14,760 I'm not going to die. 389 00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:16,800 -Get dressed, come on. 390 00:40:17,120 --> 00:40:18,360 -But... 391 00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:22,840 You know me. Did you think I would accept? 392 00:40:23,160 --> 00:40:24,520 -I will wait 5 minutes. 393 00:40:24,840 --> 00:40:26,400 - Han... - 5 minutes. 394 00:40:26,720 --> 00:40:29,960 If you're not down in 5 minutes, don't come in. 395 00:40:30,280 --> 00:40:33,480 I will pack your things and I will send them to you. 396 00:40:40,960 --> 00:40:42,640 -10 minutes. 397 00:40:42,840 --> 00:40:45,520 -Not one more. Meet me outside. 398 00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:56,520 ... 399 00:41:11,920 --> 00:41:13,960 Aircraft reactors 400 00:41:14,160 --> 00:41:22,160 ... 401 00:41:40,520 --> 00:41:48,520 ... 402 00:42:36,560 --> 00:42:39,040 -"The fear of living, in each fiber. 403 00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:42,920 “Total collapse. 404 00:42:44,760 --> 00:42:46,120 “Disgust. 405 00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:49,280 “Anguish. 406 00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:56,400 "I raise prayer around me, 407 00:42:56,600 --> 00:42:59,640 "like a protective wall, full of auspicious shadows. 408 00:43:01,400 --> 00:43:05,200 "I withdraw in prayer, like in the cell of a convent. 409 00:43:08,400 --> 00:43:10,960 "I draw around me high walls, 410 00:43:11,160 --> 00:43:13,440 "among whom I gather, 411 00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:16,280 "escaping dispersions. 412 00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:23,160 “Then I come out more concentrated, more grounded, 413 00:43:24,720 --> 00:43:26,080 "stronger, 414 00:43:27,280 --> 00:43:28,960 "recomposed again. 415 00:43:29,160 --> 00:43:31,640 Dark music 416 00:43:31,960 --> 00:43:33,240 ... 417 00:43:33,440 --> 00:43:35,920 “I have to draw a line on the above, 418 00:43:36,240 --> 00:43:38,480 "continue in a new tone. 419 00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:42,800 "I must welcome this new certainty. 420 00:43:44,640 --> 00:43:47,920 "It is about our destruction and our extermination. 421 00:43:49,760 --> 00:43:51,320 “We have to accept it. 422 00:43:52,080 --> 00:43:54,080 “So life can go on.” 423 00:44:01,120 --> 00:44:02,880 Dark music 424 00:44:03,080 --> 00:44:11,080 ... 425 00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:33,160 Hubbub 426 00:44:33,360 --> 00:44:41,360 ... 427 00:44:52,840 --> 00:44:55,960 -I need the written request from one of my superiors. 428 00:44:56,280 --> 00:44:58,160 -I have a chronic illness. 429 00:44:58,360 --> 00:45:00,040 -Miss Hillesum! 430 00:45:00,360 --> 00:45:01,680 Please ! 431 00:45:05,160 --> 00:45:06,880 Etty! This way! 432 00:45:07,200 --> 00:45:08,200 -Sorry. 433 00:45:08,400 --> 00:45:11,880 I can't do anything. - I have a chronic illness. 434 00:45:13,440 --> 00:45:17,400 It's about my life. I don't have time to wait. 435 00:45:18,320 --> 00:45:20,400 I need to talk to someone. 436 00:45:20,600 --> 00:45:22,320 -I can't do anything. 437 00:45:24,600 --> 00:45:26,200 -The doctor was wrong. 438 00:45:26,520 --> 00:45:28,200 I walk with crutches. 439 00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:29,800 -Change doctor. 440 00:45:30,120 --> 00:45:32,920 -I don't know what more you need! 441 00:45:33,240 --> 00:45:34,600 It will be too long. 442 00:45:34,800 --> 00:45:37,400 -Hundreds of people need me. 443 00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:38,800 -But... 444 00:45:39,000 --> 00:45:40,840 -Please leave now. 445 00:45:41,840 --> 00:45:44,920 - Hello, Etty. Follow me. - THANKS. 446 00:45:46,240 --> 00:45:49,120 - I don't have time. - Madam, that’s enough. 447 00:45:49,320 --> 00:45:51,520 - Etty... - I can't do anything. 448 00:45:51,720 --> 00:45:53,280 -I don't have time! 449 00:45:53,600 --> 00:45:57,760 -I won't be able to do anything, without the advice of another doctor. 450 00:46:00,520 --> 00:46:03,080 -Etty... It's good that you came. 451 00:46:05,920 --> 00:46:07,840 - Good to see you. - Me too. 452 00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:11,840 - You've changed. - It's part of the job. 453 00:46:14,280 --> 00:46:15,840 Do you remember Tobias? 454 00:46:16,160 --> 00:46:18,920 - Yes. - I brought him, so he could help me. 455 00:46:19,120 --> 00:46:20,440 -Of course. 456 00:46:22,200 --> 00:46:23,480 -Sit down. 457 00:46:29,760 --> 00:46:32,560 -So you got promoted in Amsterdam? 458 00:46:32,760 --> 00:46:34,720 - Yes. - Congratulations. 459 00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:40,000 And you got married, from what I heard? 460 00:46:41,800 --> 00:46:43,240 -Yes. 461 00:46:43,440 --> 00:46:45,320 We're even going to have a child. 462 00:46:45,640 --> 00:46:47,520 -Oh ! Well... 463 00:46:47,720 --> 00:46:50,240 Congratulations again. - Yes. 464 00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:52,000 THANKS. 465 00:46:52,200 --> 00:46:56,280 It seems that it changes things, to take care of someone. 466 00:46:56,600 --> 00:46:58,360 -That, I would like to believe it. 467 00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:03,120 -Okay, shall we start? 468 00:47:03,440 --> 00:47:06,640 - Yes, but I wanted to ask you... - For your family? 469 00:47:08,120 --> 00:47:10,320 For Mischa, I picked up for him 470 00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:13,200 a job at the Concertgebouw, as a pianist, 471 00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:15,120 and he won't be able to play 472 00:47:15,440 --> 00:47:17,520 only in the presence of your parents. 473 00:47:17,720 --> 00:47:20,040 Jaap goes to work at the hospital. 474 00:47:20,240 --> 00:47:22,960 So, in principle, they are all safe. 475 00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:28,120 -Thank you very much. 476 00:47:29,800 --> 00:47:32,760 I... I really don't know what to say. 477 00:47:33,080 --> 00:47:35,360 -Just for that, it was worth it. 478 00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:37,640 Etty who doesn't know what to say... 479 00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:39,040 Laugh 480 00:47:39,240 --> 00:47:40,320 Well... 481 00:47:41,080 --> 00:47:42,360 So... 482 00:47:42,680 --> 00:47:44,200 We're going to start. 483 00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:48,040 You live on rue Gabriel Metsu, with Mr. Han Wegerif? 484 00:47:48,240 --> 00:47:49,240 -Yes. 485 00:47:50,720 --> 00:47:52,440 -Do you have another address? 486 00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:55,360 -No. For what ? 487 00:47:56,480 --> 00:47:58,360 -For nothing, but if you have one, 488 00:47:59,080 --> 00:48:01,000 we need to know, 489 00:48:01,320 --> 00:48:03,160 if we need to contact you. 490 00:48:05,600 --> 00:48:08,200 -Max, what are you asking me? 491 00:48:08,520 --> 00:48:09,720 -Nothing. 492 00:48:09,920 --> 00:48:13,200 Nothing. It's none of my business. - I have no other address. 493 00:48:14,240 --> 00:48:17,080 But if you were referring to Julius Spier, 494 00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:19,480 I am his research assistant. 495 00:48:21,760 --> 00:48:23,360 -Yes. Yes... 496 00:48:27,200 --> 00:48:29,520 -So what... 497 00:48:31,080 --> 00:48:32,960 What I wanted to ask you, 498 00:48:34,280 --> 00:48:36,680 it's so... 499 00:48:37,440 --> 00:48:39,200 it was possible 500 00:48:39,400 --> 00:48:42,440 that you get him a job, to him too. 501 00:48:44,920 --> 00:48:46,280 -No. 502 00:48:47,680 --> 00:48:51,320 He's not a Dutch citizen. He can't work here. 503 00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:54,360 It's impossible -Okay. What if... 504 00:48:57,920 --> 00:48:59,560 What if I married him? 505 00:49:00,560 --> 00:49:04,440 An official ceremony. Would that solve the problem? 506 00:49:04,640 --> 00:49:05,960 -It would be useless. 507 00:49:06,280 --> 00:49:09,520 - But why? - He would not be naturalized. 508 00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:11,440 -I spoke to a lawyer about it, 509 00:49:11,760 --> 00:49:13,240 Master De Wolff. - Yes. 510 00:49:13,520 --> 00:49:15,400 I would tell him it's useless. 511 00:49:15,720 --> 00:49:18,840 It wouldn't help your friend, and that would get you in trouble. 512 00:49:21,160 --> 00:49:23,680 You would risk to be deported with him. 513 00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:32,320 All right. 514 00:49:36,360 --> 00:49:40,000 What might work, that's if he has a medical problem. 515 00:49:40,200 --> 00:49:42,440 There he could ask for a reprieve. 516 00:49:42,640 --> 00:49:45,120 But even reprieves for health reasons 517 00:49:45,320 --> 00:49:47,120 are very rarely, 518 00:49:47,440 --> 00:49:52,240 or almost never granted. But make him fill out a form. 519 00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:55,160 All right ? Okay, let's continue. 520 00:49:56,320 --> 00:49:58,120 I need your signature. 521 00:49:59,800 --> 00:50:02,960 It says you work here from today. 522 00:50:03,160 --> 00:50:06,000 You start tomorrow. Be there by 8am. 523 00:50:06,200 --> 00:50:08,000 Edith will find you a job, 524 00:50:08,320 --> 00:50:10,960 like helping the summoned people. 525 00:50:11,280 --> 00:50:12,560 There are many of them, 526 00:50:12,880 --> 00:50:15,280 as you know. Or maybe she will 527 00:50:15,600 --> 00:50:19,600 send you to the dispensary, or any function 528 00:50:19,920 --> 00:50:21,520 that she deems useful. 529 00:50:25,520 --> 00:50:28,360 It will scratch you from the deportation list. 530 00:50:28,560 --> 00:50:31,280 And that's all we want, right? 531 00:50:40,440 --> 00:50:41,440 Sign there. 532 00:50:48,800 --> 00:50:51,000 - I can't, Max. - Yes. 533 00:50:51,320 --> 00:50:53,560 It has to be. - It's not something... 534 00:50:53,760 --> 00:50:54,760 -Etty. 535 00:50:54,920 --> 00:50:57,000 Do you realize what's happening? - Yes. 536 00:50:57,200 --> 00:50:58,280 -These people, outside, 537 00:50:58,600 --> 00:51:01,120 would be ready for anything for this job. 538 00:51:01,440 --> 00:51:04,040 -I know it, and that's the problem. 539 00:51:09,400 --> 00:51:10,800 -Tobias... 540 00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:24,160 Etty... - Max. 541 00:51:31,040 --> 00:51:32,120 You remember, 542 00:51:32,440 --> 00:51:33,760 in Deventer? 543 00:51:35,040 --> 00:51:37,000 When we were walking on the bridge. 544 00:51:37,200 --> 00:51:39,120 We must have been 16, I think. 545 00:51:40,520 --> 00:51:42,520 The Yssel was in flood. 546 00:51:42,840 --> 00:51:44,280 Do you remember? 547 00:51:44,480 --> 00:51:46,520 We had talked about the Titanic. 548 00:51:48,760 --> 00:51:51,000 I told you... I told you: 549 00:51:51,320 --> 00:51:53,200 "Imagine we are in the water, 550 00:51:54,240 --> 00:51:57,120 "and everyone tries to get on a raft. 551 00:51:57,320 --> 00:51:58,640 “What would you do?” 552 00:52:00,800 --> 00:52:03,680 I said I wouldn't fight against these people. 553 00:52:04,720 --> 00:52:07,720 Push them away to get a place on this raft... 554 00:52:09,440 --> 00:52:12,720 I couldn't have spent weeks with these people, 555 00:52:13,040 --> 00:52:15,600 ready for anything to get on this raft. 556 00:52:17,560 --> 00:52:20,520 And you called me a snob. - Etty... 557 00:52:20,840 --> 00:52:22,400 Why did you come? 558 00:52:35,440 --> 00:52:38,640 - Han made me come. - But yes, of course. 559 00:52:40,200 --> 00:52:42,480 You never let anything be dictated to you. 560 00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:50,160 You came here, because deep inside you, 561 00:52:50,360 --> 00:52:52,120 despite your theories 562 00:52:52,440 --> 00:52:55,080 and what you claim, you don't want to die. 563 00:52:56,040 --> 00:52:59,560 You want me to make sure that you don't go to Westerbork. 564 00:52:59,880 --> 00:53:01,280 But I'll tell you... 565 00:53:02,840 --> 00:53:04,080 I believe... 566 00:53:04,880 --> 00:53:07,960 than in Westerbork, you have a good chance of surviving. 567 00:53:08,160 --> 00:53:10,080 Of course there are crazy people, 568 00:53:10,400 --> 00:53:12,960 almost nothing to eat, no privacy, 569 00:53:13,160 --> 00:53:16,720 you have to relieve yourself all together, stuck together, 570 00:53:16,920 --> 00:53:18,600 in one and only... 571 00:53:19,920 --> 00:53:22,320 But you are not A fragile girl, huh? 572 00:53:22,640 --> 00:53:24,160 You will be able to take it. 573 00:53:25,320 --> 00:53:27,160 But the camp will quickly empty. 574 00:53:28,600 --> 00:53:30,080 Do you know why? 575 00:53:31,880 --> 00:53:35,160 They will start to deport everyone to the east, 576 00:53:35,480 --> 00:53:38,400 massively, by the thousands. 577 00:53:39,680 --> 00:53:42,080 They started to build a station. 578 00:53:42,280 --> 00:53:44,120 It is unknown where the trains will go. 579 00:53:44,320 --> 00:53:46,720 The Germans speak work camps, 580 00:53:47,640 --> 00:53:49,240 but no one knows that. 581 00:53:51,160 --> 00:53:53,840 So in Westerbork you will survive, 582 00:53:54,160 --> 00:53:55,960 but you will quickly find yourself 583 00:53:56,160 --> 00:53:59,320 in an overcrowded carriage which only opens from the outside. 584 00:53:59,520 --> 00:54:02,080 You might be lucky to sit down, 585 00:54:02,280 --> 00:54:04,560 but you will surely remain standing, 586 00:54:04,760 --> 00:54:08,280 on the way to a place that neither you nor anyone knows. 587 00:54:16,240 --> 00:54:20,000 What I just told you is hidden from the general public, 588 00:54:20,200 --> 00:54:22,800 to avoid panic, then I can count 589 00:54:23,120 --> 00:54:25,520 on your discretion? Yes ? 590 00:54:26,360 --> 00:54:27,560 -Yes. 591 00:54:27,880 --> 00:54:30,520 -Take the time to think about what you want. 592 00:54:30,720 --> 00:54:32,280 - Max? - Yes. One minute. 593 00:54:36,600 --> 00:54:39,400 -Sorry, but it has to go at Bamberger. 594 00:54:41,760 --> 00:54:44,600 - Orders from above? - Yes, from the very top. 595 00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:46,880 -How much ? 596 00:54:47,920 --> 00:54:50,560 - 4. - They will have to return 597 00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:52,600 at home, for validation. 598 00:54:52,800 --> 00:54:54,560 -Yes. He will be delighted. 599 00:54:54,880 --> 00:54:56,120 -Yes. 600 00:55:11,520 --> 00:55:13,320 Edith, I'll take care of it. 601 00:55:13,520 --> 00:55:14,800 - Are you sure? - Yes. 602 00:55:17,000 --> 00:55:18,000 I have to 603 00:55:18,200 --> 00:55:19,200 get back to it. 604 00:55:23,840 --> 00:55:25,640 Can you do me a favor? 605 00:55:25,960 --> 00:55:30,600 Taking the papers for Spier, can you give this to Dr. Bamberger? 606 00:55:30,800 --> 00:55:32,200 -Uh... 607 00:55:32,520 --> 00:55:34,440 Yes. Where is the dispensary? 608 00:55:34,640 --> 00:55:36,720 -On the 2nd floor, on the right. 609 00:55:37,600 --> 00:55:39,000 Hold. 610 00:55:39,320 --> 00:55:42,840 You have until tomorrow to decide. 611 00:55:43,160 --> 00:55:46,480 Thousands of people would kill for this job. 612 00:55:51,400 --> 00:55:53,520 Please accept this position. 613 00:55:56,680 --> 00:55:58,280 Don't be stupid. 614 00:55:59,800 --> 00:56:01,120 Please. 615 00:56:05,280 --> 00:56:07,000 Hubbub 616 00:56:07,200 --> 00:56:14,320 ... 617 00:56:14,640 --> 00:56:16,360 Dark music 618 00:56:16,560 --> 00:56:24,560 ... 619 00:56:42,400 --> 00:56:43,480 -Miss... 620 00:56:43,800 --> 00:56:47,400 You have to queue. I've been waiting for 2 hours. 621 00:56:47,600 --> 00:56:50,160 - I have to file... - The young lady works here. 622 00:56:51,640 --> 00:56:52,880 -No. 623 00:56:53,200 --> 00:56:56,240 - So, you see? - Go ahead, come in. 624 00:57:03,720 --> 00:57:04,840 -Hannah... 625 00:57:05,600 --> 00:57:06,840 Go home. 626 00:57:07,760 --> 00:57:09,240 You have nothing. 627 00:57:09,440 --> 00:57:12,920 -You don't see that I can't move, doctor? 628 00:57:13,120 --> 00:57:14,320 -I don't see it. 629 00:57:14,640 --> 00:57:17,240 You can't fool me. 630 00:57:19,120 --> 00:57:20,200 -Excuse me. 631 00:57:20,520 --> 00:57:22,520 I have papers from Max. 632 00:57:22,720 --> 00:57:25,800 -Leave them on my desk, and wait. 633 00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:27,520 -Can I come back tomorrow? 634 00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:30,640 -If you come every day, it won't change anything. 635 00:57:32,320 --> 00:57:35,000 Come on, get up, please. 636 00:57:35,640 --> 00:57:38,200 -I can't. I can't do it, I swear. 637 00:57:38,400 --> 00:57:39,640 -I will help you. 638 00:57:44,160 --> 00:57:45,480 So. 639 00:57:46,320 --> 00:57:47,800 And there you have it. 640 00:57:48,920 --> 00:57:51,600 Okay, come on, get up. 641 00:57:52,320 --> 00:57:55,400 - Do you understand there? - Are you going to stop, Hannah? 642 00:57:56,240 --> 00:57:58,000 I need this bed. 643 00:57:58,200 --> 00:58:00,680 I'll give you 5 minutes. Get dressed. 644 00:58:01,360 --> 00:58:04,320 -I can't get dressed. You can see it, right? 645 00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:09,520 -Please, you who come from Max, come on. 646 00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:18,080 Well... you can help him to get dressed? 647 00:58:28,000 --> 00:58:29,320 -Uh... 648 00:58:36,800 --> 00:58:38,040 Hannah, is that it? 649 00:58:39,760 --> 00:58:41,480 I'm Etty. 650 00:58:45,920 --> 00:58:47,960 -You were in Max Polak's office. 651 00:58:48,280 --> 00:58:50,520 - What ? - Do you know him? 652 00:58:51,480 --> 00:58:52,920 -Uh... Yes. 653 00:58:53,920 --> 00:58:55,400 He's a childhood friend. 654 00:58:55,720 --> 00:58:57,480 -Can you give him my documents? 655 00:58:57,800 --> 00:58:59,400 -Uh... Yes, I think so. 656 00:58:59,600 --> 00:59:02,160 -If he signs them, the doctor will have to validate it. 657 00:59:03,880 --> 00:59:04,920 -Validate what? 658 00:59:05,920 --> 00:59:08,080 -My exemption from deportation. 659 00:59:09,280 --> 00:59:11,360 That's how it works. 660 00:59:11,560 --> 00:59:14,320 The pistoned send their request to Max. 661 00:59:19,640 --> 00:59:21,160 Are you going to do it? 662 00:59:23,960 --> 00:59:27,520 - Yes, I'll talk to him about it. - I'm not going to camp. 663 00:59:28,560 --> 00:59:30,360 I will stay in Amsterdam. 664 00:59:32,040 --> 00:59:33,160 It doesn't matter 665 00:59:33,480 --> 00:59:35,520 by what means. 666 00:59:35,840 --> 00:59:39,320 I have my whole life ahead of me. I will get there. 667 00:59:40,960 --> 00:59:42,680 You found a way. 668 00:59:43,000 --> 00:59:44,400 So, me too. 669 00:59:52,720 --> 00:59:53,720 -I help you 670 00:59:54,040 --> 00:59:55,480 to get dressed? 671 01:00:04,360 --> 01:00:08,680 -Yes, but... it's just in case the doctor would come back. 672 01:00:09,000 --> 01:00:17,000 ... 673 01:00:41,960 --> 01:00:43,680 Dark music 674 01:00:43,880 --> 01:00:51,880 ... 675 01:01:16,080 --> 01:01:17,760 Hannah sobs. 676 01:01:17,960 --> 01:01:25,960 ... 677 01:01:32,200 --> 01:01:33,720 A door opens. 678 01:01:36,520 --> 01:01:38,160 -Good... There is progress. 679 01:01:39,480 --> 01:01:42,120 - I got her dressed again. - Yes, great. 680 01:01:42,440 --> 01:01:44,680 Can you help him get out? 681 01:01:52,040 --> 01:01:53,800 -I'll manage. 682 01:01:54,000 --> 01:01:57,320 -I'll let you know, about Max. I have your contact details. 683 01:01:57,520 --> 01:01:59,400 - THANKS. - Max's messenger! 684 01:01:59,600 --> 01:02:00,600 Good morning. 685 01:02:07,040 --> 01:02:08,840 One moment, please. 686 01:02:12,760 --> 01:02:15,800 -I need a request medical exemption. 687 01:02:16,000 --> 01:02:17,000 -It's there. 688 01:02:23,240 --> 01:02:24,560 -THANKS. 689 01:02:25,280 --> 01:02:27,320 -Wait. Where are you going? 690 01:02:27,520 --> 01:02:31,680 You will go to the pharmacy. I need a bunch of things. 691 01:02:32,000 --> 01:02:35,040 And you will bring these requests validated to Edith. 692 01:02:35,240 --> 01:02:36,240 -Sorry. 693 01:02:39,000 --> 01:02:40,160 I'm not... 694 01:02:40,360 --> 01:02:44,360 - What's the problem? - I don't work here yet. 695 01:02:45,760 --> 01:02:47,440 -What are you doing here, then? 696 01:02:47,760 --> 01:02:49,640 -I'm coming to take a form. 697 01:02:51,240 --> 01:02:53,840 I don't know if I want to join the Council. 698 01:02:56,920 --> 01:02:58,440 It's something that... 699 01:03:01,440 --> 01:03:04,360 -Go get me someone who knows what he wants. 700 01:03:06,040 --> 01:03:07,480 -All right. 701 01:03:17,840 --> 01:03:19,520 Dark music 702 01:03:19,720 --> 01:03:27,720 ... 703 01:04:15,880 --> 01:04:17,560 This is all really... 704 01:04:20,440 --> 01:04:21,880 absolutely... 705 01:04:23,440 --> 01:04:24,800 totally... 706 01:04:27,240 --> 01:04:29,160 completely absurd. 707 01:04:29,360 --> 01:04:36,200 ... 708 01:04:36,400 --> 01:04:37,440 “My God... 709 01:04:40,840 --> 01:04:42,720 “I will do my best. 710 01:04:43,840 --> 01:04:47,680 "I will not shy away from any storms that will fall on me. 711 01:04:51,440 --> 01:04:52,440 "I will try 712 01:04:52,640 --> 01:04:55,400 "to face it as best as I can. 713 01:04:55,600 --> 01:04:58,240 “I will accept any fight. 714 01:05:01,320 --> 01:05:03,040 “But I need a sign. 715 01:05:04,560 --> 01:05:07,680 "It is necessary that what is in me can guide me. 716 01:05:09,920 --> 01:05:11,400 “What should I do? 717 01:05:12,800 --> 01:05:14,960 "Has a miracle happened 718 01:05:15,160 --> 01:05:17,920 "that I must accept and learn to carry? 719 01:05:19,080 --> 01:05:20,440 “My God…” 720 01:05:29,640 --> 01:05:32,120 -So, it is indeed about God. 721 01:05:33,200 --> 01:05:34,720 -How so ? 722 01:05:36,120 --> 01:05:37,840 -The one you pray to. 723 01:05:39,520 --> 01:05:41,480 -Yes, but not as you think. 724 01:05:42,920 --> 01:05:44,240 -That's to say ? 725 01:05:48,640 --> 01:05:50,400 -I don't know... 726 01:05:50,600 --> 01:05:52,720 if I want to talk about it. 727 01:05:56,360 --> 01:05:58,600 It's too intimate. 728 01:06:14,840 --> 01:06:17,040 Why do you look so shocked? 729 01:06:17,360 --> 01:06:19,000 -I'm not shocked. 730 01:06:21,920 --> 01:06:23,680 I just wonder... 731 01:06:26,480 --> 01:06:30,400 how am I going to be able to stop you, if I have to measure myself against God. 732 01:06:49,640 --> 01:06:52,440 -It's really hot. Aren't you hot? 733 01:06:52,640 --> 01:06:53,760 -Hm hm... 734 01:06:59,920 --> 01:07:02,240 -You're hot. I'll bring you something. 735 01:07:02,440 --> 01:07:03,840 -No, stay there. 736 01:07:06,520 --> 01:07:07,920 Come near me. 737 01:07:27,600 --> 01:07:29,240 How did it go? 738 01:07:31,040 --> 01:07:32,360 -What ? 739 01:07:33,280 --> 01:07:34,280 -To the Council. 740 01:07:37,960 --> 01:07:40,800 I... I spoke with Han. 741 01:07:42,800 --> 01:07:45,480 I saw the summons, and I called him. 742 01:07:59,280 --> 01:08:00,640 -I will refuse. 743 01:08:01,720 --> 01:08:03,160 -Of course not. 744 01:08:06,400 --> 01:08:08,080 -You too would refuse. 745 01:08:09,240 --> 01:08:11,000 -I would accept immediately. 746 01:08:12,560 --> 01:08:13,760 -No. 747 01:08:14,600 --> 01:08:16,120 I don't believe you. 748 01:08:16,320 --> 01:08:19,360 -But yes, I assure you I would. 749 01:08:21,040 --> 01:08:24,760 -You think I'm going to leave you go to a camp alone? 750 01:08:25,080 --> 01:08:26,760 -You can do this job. 751 01:08:27,080 --> 01:08:29,680 -Out of the question! It won't happen. 752 01:08:30,000 --> 01:08:31,160 Julius coughs. 753 01:08:31,360 --> 01:08:34,000 Without me, you won't survive a day there. 754 01:08:36,080 --> 01:08:37,080 And then... 755 01:08:37,280 --> 01:08:40,000 You know what? I want us to get married. 756 01:08:40,320 --> 01:08:43,560 We will have the same status, and they won't separate us. 757 01:08:46,720 --> 01:08:48,800 -I can't. 758 01:08:50,000 --> 01:08:51,080 -It's not about 759 01:08:51,400 --> 01:08:52,880 than us. 760 01:08:53,080 --> 01:08:55,240 We could help other people. 761 01:08:55,560 --> 01:08:58,680 We could open a sort of dispensary. 762 01:09:01,120 --> 01:09:02,320 All these people, 763 01:09:02,640 --> 01:09:05,760 in the Council, one would have said that they had lost their soul. 764 01:09:09,840 --> 01:09:13,000 I know we will live unimaginable suffering. 765 01:09:13,200 --> 01:09:15,320 I don't have the slightest illusion. 766 01:09:16,840 --> 01:09:19,320 I know it will be a nightmare. 767 01:09:21,360 --> 01:09:23,320 But at least we'll be together. 768 01:09:28,440 --> 01:09:31,880 You didn't always tell me that everything you know how to do, 769 01:09:33,320 --> 01:09:37,400 it's teaching people to bear their suffering? 770 01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:39,440 -And you are my love. 771 01:09:43,000 --> 01:09:44,640 You have to save your life. 772 01:09:53,440 --> 01:09:56,560 -I won't be able to survive, if I'm not with you. 773 01:09:56,880 --> 01:09:58,720 -You know you'll get there. 774 01:10:00,240 --> 01:10:02,720 You've made such great progress... 775 01:10:04,040 --> 01:10:06,640 You... You have become so strong... 776 01:10:08,160 --> 01:10:09,640 Stronger than me. 777 01:10:25,760 --> 01:10:27,280 -That's what we're going to see. 778 01:10:28,800 --> 01:10:30,000 -How so ? 779 01:10:30,840 --> 01:10:31,840 -Get up. 780 01:10:32,160 --> 01:10:34,080 Stand there. - No, no way. 781 01:10:34,400 --> 01:10:36,120 He coughs. Not now. 782 01:10:36,440 --> 01:10:38,760 - It will do us good. - Etty... 783 01:10:39,080 --> 01:10:42,280 Have a little pity of a sick and old man. 784 01:10:42,600 --> 01:10:44,600 -You're neither old nor sick! 785 01:10:44,920 --> 01:10:46,480 Come on, come on. 786 01:10:46,680 --> 01:10:48,760 Julius coughs. 787 01:10:48,960 --> 01:10:50,600 Standing. 788 01:10:55,840 --> 01:10:57,160 -Wait. 789 01:11:07,240 --> 01:11:08,440 -Okay... 790 01:11:10,040 --> 01:11:13,360 The one who makes the other give in will decide what we do. 791 01:11:14,480 --> 01:11:17,160 The loser must accept the decision. 792 01:11:33,360 --> 01:11:35,240 Dark music 793 01:11:35,440 --> 01:11:43,440 ... 794 01:13:40,160 --> 01:13:41,920 SME subtitling: VECTRACOM